A wrenching squeal from the rusted clock’s cogs that turn in my stomach woke me from a dream I had about nothing
I say nothing because it is the only way for me to enunciate everything that it was
From the moment my eyes began to fight their sleepy maker to the breath clutching gasps of realizing it was all a dream
You wore sequin skin, scaled and reflective of the moon that splashed through the glass ceiling of the elegant ballroom that we had found ourselves in. I mean REALLY found ourselves
Before we had made the motion to dance, I washed your legs in whiskey and suckled at the tips of your record players needle
As we had both waited with bated breath we commenced our waltz to songs from the future
Foreplay WAS the sex here, for the river of rhythm took us downstream to a place you can only imagine yourself in a dream. To a place that sex in trumped by the touch of trumpets, love triangles and tambourines
We had been on this rocky river at a previous time, I knew it from before, yet this time it’s currents seem to be currently curving into the casualty called chaos
Circling and spinning like a toilet bowl flushing into the septic tank of sanity and sense
The whirlpool pulled us into a black hole of violent cycles
This dance is also known as thought
I was already thinking of you, even though you hadn’t even stopped dancing through the water
“My love”, you screamed over the crashing waves
“Take my children to find god and I shall meet you when your clock finds
that he has already flushed”
And then black silence
I woke in a dream on a beach
My face buried in your wet hair like seaweed
You were humming a high pitched hymn under your breath as you stoked the fire made from driftwood and stroked my back in the sand
“Had we lost him?” I murmured staring out into a brand new completely unseen world
“No” you replied contently
“We are him”
“We are home now lover…we are home”
And my eyes sprang open like a bird in a coo-coo clock as I woke into reality
I rolled over and felt your hair in my face
You shifted your weight into me and pulled my arm over you as the sun rolled into the blinds
You asked me what I was thinking
“We are home now lover”
“We are home”